Rich Fierro.Photo:Christian Murdock/The Gazette via APRich Fierro,the Army veteran who helped disarm a mass shooterwho opened fire at a gay nightclub in Colorado last year, is speaking out about the post-traumatic stress disorder symptoms he’s been managing in the year since the shooting that killed five people and injured 17 others.In a new interview with Fox News war reporter Benjamin Hall on hisSearching for Heroespodcast, Fierro, 46, recounts the harrowing night of Nov. 19, 2022, when a gunman entered Club Q in Colorado Springs, Colo., and opened fire and how it has impacted both his and his family’s life.The victimsincluded his daughter’s longtime boyfriend Raymond Green Vance, who died in the attack, as well as bartenders Derrick Rump and Daniel Aston, as well as Kelly Loving and Ashley Paugh.Fierro, who along with fellow patron Thomas James helped subdue the gunman and pinned him down for roughly six minutes until police arrived, has been regarded as a hero for his immediate response to the massacre. But Fierro has also spoken out over the past year, most recently on Hall’s podcast, about his lingering sense that despite his heroism, he didn’t do enough.“There’s a guilt,” Fierro explained to Hall, as the two discussed PTSD and its impact on their lives. (Hall waswounded during the war in Ukrainewhile working for Fox News.)“Everybody is like, oh, you’re here, you saved lives. I go, no, we lost five. We didn’t save five people. And those five people mattered,” an emotional Fierro told Hall. “People were shot. Their lives are changed forever.”From left: Tiffany Loving and Rich Fierro.Christian Murdock/The Gazette via APFierro, who served 15 years in the military including three tours in Iraq and one in Afghanistan, said the sense of guilt has been a “mental strain.”“There’s a sense of did I do enough? Right? Am I … did I shortchange somebody?” he said. “And so I think that is what that PTSD thing is, is it’s more about guilt that you didn’t do enough.”Want to keep up with the latest crime coverage? Sign up forPEOPLE’sfree True Crime newsletterfor breaking crime news, ongoing trial coverage and details of intriguing unsolved cases.The gunman behind the Club Q shooting was sentenced to five consecutive life sentences in June after pleading guilty to five counts of murder and 46 counts of attempted murder for each person who was in the club at the time of the shooting, according toThe Associated Press.When the killer was sentenced, Fierro said he was allowed to read him a letter — one he took nearly a month to write because he wanted to get it right. “I said, you are a coward, that I have zero respect for you,” Fierro told Hall, adding that he told the killer “he was worse than the terrorist that I fought” during his years in the military.Memorial outside Club Q.Rachel Woolf for The Washington Post via GettyBeyond the closure of the sentencing, Fierro said he’s been focused on improving his mental health through therapy, medication and physical therapies such as massage and acupuncture. In addition to his new interview on Hall’s podcast, Fierro has also spoken out a number of times in the media about the importance of mental health management.“Nobody wants to talk about it,” he told Hall. “And that’s the reason I’ve been very open about it.

Rich Fierro.Photo:Christian Murdock/The Gazette via AP

Rich Fierro, left, and Gov. Jared Polis wave to Club Q victim Joanne Law via Facebook from Fierro’s wife’s business Atrevida Beer Co., where Fierro was being recognized as a community hero, Tuesday, Nov. 29, 2022, in Colorado Springs, Colo. Fierro restrained the shooter during the fatal attack on Nov. 19. Five people died and 17 were shot at Club Q

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Rich Fierro,the Army veteran who helped disarm a mass shooterwho opened fire at a gay nightclub in Colorado last year, is speaking out about the post-traumatic stress disorder symptoms he’s been managing in the year since the shooting that killed five people and injured 17 others.In a new interview with Fox News war reporter Benjamin Hall on hisSearching for Heroespodcast, Fierro, 46, recounts the harrowing night of Nov. 19, 2022, when a gunman entered Club Q in Colorado Springs, Colo., and opened fire and how it has impacted both his and his family’s life.The victimsincluded his daughter’s longtime boyfriend Raymond Green Vance, who died in the attack, as well as bartenders Derrick Rump and Daniel Aston, as well as Kelly Loving and Ashley Paugh.Fierro, who along with fellow patron Thomas James helped subdue the gunman and pinned him down for roughly six minutes until police arrived, has been regarded as a hero for his immediate response to the massacre. But Fierro has also spoken out over the past year, most recently on Hall’s podcast, about his lingering sense that despite his heroism, he didn’t do enough.“There’s a guilt,” Fierro explained to Hall, as the two discussed PTSD and its impact on their lives. (Hall waswounded during the war in Ukrainewhile working for Fox News.)“Everybody is like, oh, you’re here, you saved lives. I go, no, we lost five. We didn’t save five people. And those five people mattered,” an emotional Fierro told Hall. “People were shot. Their lives are changed forever.”From left: Tiffany Loving and Rich Fierro.Christian Murdock/The Gazette via APFierro, who served 15 years in the military including three tours in Iraq and one in Afghanistan, said the sense of guilt has been a “mental strain.”“There’s a sense of did I do enough? Right? Am I … did I shortchange somebody?” he said. “And so I think that is what that PTSD thing is, is it’s more about guilt that you didn’t do enough.”Want to keep up with the latest crime coverage? Sign up forPEOPLE’sfree True Crime newsletterfor breaking crime news, ongoing trial coverage and details of intriguing unsolved cases.The gunman behind the Club Q shooting was sentenced to five consecutive life sentences in June after pleading guilty to five counts of murder and 46 counts of attempted murder for each person who was in the club at the time of the shooting, according toThe Associated Press.When the killer was sentenced, Fierro said he was allowed to read him a letter — one he took nearly a month to write because he wanted to get it right. “I said, you are a coward, that I have zero respect for you,” Fierro told Hall, adding that he told the killer “he was worse than the terrorist that I fought” during his years in the military.Memorial outside Club Q.Rachel Woolf for The Washington Post via GettyBeyond the closure of the sentencing, Fierro said he’s been focused on improving his mental health through therapy, medication and physical therapies such as massage and acupuncture. In addition to his new interview on Hall’s podcast, Fierro has also spoken out a number of times in the media about the importance of mental health management.“Nobody wants to talk about it,” he told Hall. “And that’s the reason I’ve been very open about it.

Rich Fierro,the Army veteran who helped disarm a mass shooterwho opened fire at a gay nightclub in Colorado last year, is speaking out about the post-traumatic stress disorder symptoms he’s been managing in the year since the shooting that killed five people and injured 17 others.

In a new interview with Fox News war reporter Benjamin Hall on hisSearching for Heroespodcast, Fierro, 46, recounts the harrowing night of Nov. 19, 2022, when a gunman entered Club Q in Colorado Springs, Colo., and opened fire and how it has impacted both his and his family’s life.

The victimsincluded his daughter’s longtime boyfriend Raymond Green Vance, who died in the attack, as well as bartenders Derrick Rump and Daniel Aston, as well as Kelly Loving and Ashley Paugh.

Fierro, who along with fellow patron Thomas James helped subdue the gunman and pinned him down for roughly six minutes until police arrived, has been regarded as a hero for his immediate response to the massacre. But Fierro has also spoken out over the past year, most recently on Hall’s podcast, about his lingering sense that despite his heroism, he didn’t do enough.

“There’s a guilt,” Fierro explained to Hall, as the two discussed PTSD and its impact on their lives. (Hall waswounded during the war in Ukrainewhile working for Fox News.)

“Everybody is like, oh, you’re here, you saved lives. I go, no, we lost five. We didn’t save five people. And those five people mattered,” an emotional Fierro told Hall. “People were shot. Their lives are changed forever.”

From left: Tiffany Loving and Rich Fierro.Christian Murdock/The Gazette via AP

Community hero Rich Fierro, right, visits with Tiffany Loving, sister of Kelly Loving who died in the Club Q shooting, before Fierro was publicly recognized at Atrevida Beer Co., Tuesday, Nov. 29, 2022, in Colorado Springs, Colo. Fierro restrained the shooter during the attack on Nov. 19. Five people died and 17 were shot.

Fierro, who served 15 years in the military including three tours in Iraq and one in Afghanistan, said the sense of guilt has been a “mental strain.”“There’s a sense of did I do enough? Right? Am I … did I shortchange somebody?” he said. “And so I think that is what that PTSD thing is, is it’s more about guilt that you didn’t do enough.”

Want to keep up with the latest crime coverage? Sign up forPEOPLE’sfree True Crime newsletterfor breaking crime news, ongoing trial coverage and details of intriguing unsolved cases.The gunman behind the Club Q shooting was sentenced to five consecutive life sentences in June after pleading guilty to five counts of murder and 46 counts of attempted murder for each person who was in the club at the time of the shooting, according toThe Associated Press.

When the killer was sentenced, Fierro said he was allowed to read him a letter — one he took nearly a month to write because he wanted to get it right. “I said, you are a coward, that I have zero respect for you,” Fierro told Hall, adding that he told the killer “he was worse than the terrorist that I fought” during his years in the military.

Memorial outside Club Q.Rachel Woolf for The Washington Post via Getty

COLORADO SPRINGS, UNITED STATES - JUNE 11: Memorials for victims of the shooting, seen at Club Q in Colorado Springs, United States on June 11, 2023

Rachel Woolf for The Washington Post via Getty

Beyond the closure of the sentencing, Fierro said he’s been focused on improving his mental health through therapy, medication and physical therapies such as massage and acupuncture. In addition to his new interview on Hall’s podcast, Fierro has also spoken out a number of times in the media about the importance of mental health management.

“Nobody wants to talk about it,” he told Hall. “And that’s the reason I’ve been very open about it.

source: people.com