A screenshot from footage of Lucy Letby’s first arrest at her home in Chester on 3 July 2018.

Cheshire Constabulary

Nurse Lucy Letby weeps as court shown photos of bedroom including picture with slogan ‘Leave Sparkles Wherever You Go’

However, other notes purportedly proclaimed her innocence. “I haven’t done anything wrong and they have no evidence so why have I had to hide away?” the notes read.

Nurse Lucy Letby weeps as court shown photos of bedroom including picture with slogan ‘Leave Sparkles Wherever You Go’

The note continued, “I really can’t do this any more. I just want life to be as it was … I want to be happy in the job that I loved … Really I don’t belong anywhere. I am a problem to those who do know me and it would be much easier for everyone if I just went away.”

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The babies died afterbeing given excess milk, air, insulin or fluid. Among the victims weretwo babies from a set of triplets, Child P and Child O.

Lucy Letby

Prosecutors say some of the dead children survived multiple attacks before dying.

“The collapses of all 17 children concerned were not ‘naturally occurring tragedies,'” Prosecutor Nick Johnson told the jury earlier in the trial. “They were all the work, we say, of the woman in the dock, who we say was the constant, malevolent presence when things took a turn for the worse for these 17 children.”

source: people.com