01of 20SHE FANTASIZES ABOUT LIVING A NORMAL LIFEKylie Jenner/Instagram"I do think about if I didn’t have to be famous. And it’s like a fantasy sometimes, but there’s really not one problem I have. You figure out how to deal with it."— toEvening Standard Magazine
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SHE FANTASIZES ABOUT LIVING A NORMAL LIFE
Kylie Jenner/Instagram

“I do think about if I didn’t have to be famous. And it’s like a fantasy sometimes, but there’s really not one problem I have. You figure out how to deal with it.”
— toEvening Standard Magazine
02of 20CONNECTING WITH PEOPLE IS DIFFICULTKylie Jenner/Instagram"It’s harder to make new friends and see if people have, like, true intentions and stuff like that."— toEvening Standard Magazine
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CONNECTING WITH PEOPLE IS DIFFICULT

“It’s harder to make new friends and see if people have, like, true intentions and stuff like that.”
03of 20SHE FEELS LIKE THERE ARE ‘TWO SIDES’ TO HERKylie Jenner/Instagram“There’s an image that I feel constantly pressured to keep up with. In order to stay relevant for the public, I have to be on Instagram and I have to be on Snapchat just keeping people entertained. And then there’s who I really am around my friends. … It’s way easier for me to post on Snapchat or Instagram than it is to be out in public. I just feel like for so long I’ve been putting on this different persona to the world — I felt like I started to depend on social media, feeling the need to post all the time. I feel like I have to keep up this idea of who I am.”— on an episode ofLife of Kylie
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SHE FEELS LIKE THERE ARE ‘TWO SIDES’ TO HER

“There’s an image that I feel constantly pressured to keep up with. In order to stay relevant for the public, I have to be on Instagram and I have to be on Snapchat just keeping people entertained. And then there’s who I really am around my friends. … It’s way easier for me to post on Snapchat or Instagram than it is to be out in public. I just feel like for so long I’ve been putting on this different persona to the world — I felt like I started to depend on social media, feeling the need to post all the time. I feel like I have to keep up this idea of who I am.”
— on an episode ofLife of Kylie
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SHE MISSED OUT ON A NORMAL CHILDHOOD

05of 20THE SPOTLIGHT STRESSES HER OUTFameFlynet“I feel like this fame thing is going to come to an end sooner than we think. I’m getting the bug again, where I just want to run away. I just don’t know who I’m doing it for. … The new goal in my life is to just live. I live the most extraordinary life, and I’m very grateful. But the moments I feel completely normal and just a 19-year-old girl, it’s the best.”— on an episode ofLife of Kylie
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THE SPOTLIGHT STRESSES HER OUT
FameFlynet

“I feel like this fame thing is going to come to an end sooner than we think. I’m getting the bug again, where I just want to run away. I just don’t know who I’m doing it for. … The new goal in my life is to just live. I live the most extraordinary life, and I’m very grateful. But the moments I feel completely normal and just a 19-year-old girl, it’s the best.”
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SHE FEELS CONFLICTED ABOUT POSTING ON SOCIAL MEDIA
Kylie Jenner Twitter

07of 20SHE FEELS LIKE SHE LOST A PART OF HERSELF TO FAMESource: Kylie Jenner/Instagram“I think I lost a lot of parts of myself. My funny side — when I was 14 I used to post all these funny videos all the time, just me being like, super weird and funny and myself. I feel like once I started getting a little bit bigger, then people really started to … everyone says mean things sometimes, it’s just how social media is — it’s a really mean, negative space.”— on an episode ofLife of Kylie
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SHE FEELS LIKE SHE LOST A PART OF HERSELF TO FAME
Source: Kylie Jenner/Instagram

“I think I lost a lot of parts of myself. My funny side — when I was 14 I used to post all these funny videos all the time, just me being like, super weird and funny and myself. I feel like once I started getting a little bit bigger, then people really started to … everyone says mean things sometimes, it’s just how social media is — it’s a really mean, negative space.”
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SHE WISHES SHE COULD EMBRACE FAME THE WAY HER FAMILY DOES

“Kim [Kardashian West] always said this is like, what she’s made for. I respect that, but it’s hard to do normal things when every single person knows who you are. … I see Kendall [Jenner] and Bella [Hadid] and Hailey [Baldwin], and they’re just out here, like every day. They just put their outfits together and they’re made for this — which isn’t a bad thing. They look so good every day. Sometimes I wish I could do what they do. But that’s not me. I don’t want my picture taken. I don’t want people to see what outfit I’m wearing. Every time there’s paparazzi, I cover my face."
09of 20SHE IS CURIOUS ABOUT EXPERIENCING A CIVILIAN LIFE"I’ve been famous for what feels like my whole life. I just want to know what it feels like not to be."— toComplex
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SHE IS CURIOUS ABOUT EXPERIENCING A CIVILIAN LIFE

“I’ve been famous for what feels like my whole life. I just want to know what it feels like not to be.”
— toComplex
10of 20SHE DOESN’T APPRECIATE THE SCRUTINYSource: Kylie Jenner/Instagram"We have all eyes on us, all the time, so especially for me, at my age, trying to find myself – it’s hard to not let it affect you. Having older sisters with some of the same insecurities as me helps me a lot, and makes me feel like it’s okay."– onan episode ofKeeping Up with the Kardashians
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SHE DOESN’T APPRECIATE THE SCRUTINY

“We have all eyes on us, all the time, so especially for me, at my age, trying to find myself – it’s hard to not let it affect you. Having older sisters with some of the same insecurities as me helps me a lot, and makes me feel like it’s okay."– onan episode ofKeeping Up with the Kardashians
11of 20THE EXPECTATIONS ARE UNREALISTICAraya Diaz/Getty Images"People are expecting more out of me and that’s overwhelming and nerve-racking."– on her website
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THE EXPECTATIONS ARE UNREALISTIC
Araya Diaz/Getty Images

“People are expecting more out of me and that’s overwhelming and nerve-racking."– on her website
12of 20SHE WON’T EVER GET USED TO ITKyle Jenner/Snapchat"I’m still growing up, learning and making mistakes, just like any other teenager would – yet millions of people are watching and judging me. That’s the part I don’t know if I’ll ever get used to."– on her website
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SHE WON’T EVER GET USED TO IT
Kyle Jenner/Snapchat

“I’m still growing up, learning and making mistakes, just like any other teenager would – yet millions of people are watching and judging me. That’s the part I don’t know if I’ll ever get used to."– on her website
13of 20SHE CAN’T BE HER AUTHENTIC SELFKylie Jenner/Instagram"Nobody knows who I am except family and my close friends. But it is what it is. People have to be sensitive to – I hate using the word ‘celebrities’ – people in the spotlight. Because there’s so much more than what you see on the cover of a magazine."– toTIME
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SHE CAN’T BE HER AUTHENTIC SELF

“Nobody knows who I am except family and my close friends. But it is what it is. People have to be sensitive to – I hate using the word ‘celebrities’ – people in the spotlight. Because there’s so much more than what you see on the cover of a magazine."– toTIME
14of 20GROWING UP BECOMES EXPONENTIALLY HARDERJason LaVeris/FilmMagic"We’re all trying to find ourselves, growing up and making mistakes and trying something different. For me, it’s just a little different because everybody’s watching me."– toTIME
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GROWING UP BECOMES EXPONENTIALLY HARDER
Jason LaVeris/FilmMagic

“We’re all trying to find ourselves, growing up and making mistakes and trying something different. For me, it’s just a little different because everybody’s watching me."– toTIME
15of 20SHE IS SURROUNDED BY THINGS SHE DOESN’T NECESSARILY CARE ABOUTKarwai Tang/WireImage"I can’t remember what it’s like not to be famous. I’m a special case … I’m able to appreciate what true happiness is all about. A new car, that’s not real happiness. That lasts a month. That’s short-term happiness."– toAllure
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SHE IS SURROUNDED BY THINGS SHE DOESN’T NECESSARILY CARE ABOUT
Karwai Tang/WireImage

“I can’t remember what it’s like not to be famous. I’m a special case … I’m able to appreciate what true happiness is all about. A new car, that’s not real happiness. That lasts a month. That’s short-term happiness."– toAllure
16of 20SHE DOESN’T WANT TO BE FAMOUS FOREVERKylie Jenner/Instagram"I know I don’t want to be famous forever. There’s gonna be a time where I feel comfortable, I’m at a good place in my life, and I just stop."– toAllure
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SHE DOESN’T WANT TO BE FAMOUS FOREVER

“I know I don’t want to be famous forever. There’s gonna be a time where I feel comfortable, I’m at a good place in my life, and I just stop."– toAllure
17of 20… BUT IS HAPPY HER FAMILY IS GOING THROUGH IT TOOFameFlynet"Honestly, if I didn’t have my family in my life, and I was going through all of this myself, I don’t know what I would do."– toAllure
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… BUT IS HAPPY HER FAMILY IS GOING THROUGH IT TOO

“Honestly, if I didn’t have my family in my life, and I was going through all of this myself, I don’t know what I would do."– toAllure
18of 20SHE SHOWS THE WORLD ANOTHER SIDE OF KYLIEInstagram"On Snapchat I show people what I think they want to see. That’s not me. It’s a projected image. A brand. I’m not a different person. I just don’t show all of me."– toAllure
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SHE SHOWS THE WORLD ANOTHER SIDE OF KYLIE

“On Snapchat I show people what I think they want to see. That’s not me. It’s a projected image. A brand. I’m not a different person. I just don’t show all of me."– toAllure
19of 20SHE HOPES TO ONE DAY DELETE HER SOCIAL MEDIASteve Granitz/WireImage"Once I have a kid I’m not going to be on Instagram. You know, I’ll probably delete my Instagram and just … I don’t know, live life."– toAllure
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SHE HOPES TO ONE DAY DELETE HER SOCIAL MEDIA
Steve Granitz/WireImage

“Once I have a kid I’m not going to be on Instagram. You know, I’ll probably delete my Instagram and just … I don’t know, live life."– toAllure
20of 20SHE HAS BIGGER PLANS FOR THE FUTURE"If I could do whatever I wanted, I would have a successful makeup line, and I would want to hopefully start more businesses, and just be, like, a businesswoman, and then, hopefully, I’ll go off the map. When I’m, like, 30, I want to go off the map, have a family, and live in Malibu with a farm, and just raise my own chickens."— toInterview
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SHE HAS BIGGER PLANS FOR THE FUTURE

“If I could do whatever I wanted, I would have a successful makeup line, and I would want to hopefully start more businesses, and just be, like, a businesswoman, and then, hopefully, I’ll go off the map. When I’m, like, 30, I want to go off the map, have a family, and live in Malibu with a farm, and just raise my own chickens.”
— toInterview
source: people.com